(5/9/25) Ok so i'm so nervous for my new job on monday but wtv its gonna be fine it's just anixtey or what not but now my new biggest isssue is that i might actally be going to public school next year i really dont want to, i went up to the school that i might go to today for my work permit, im only going cause my sister wants to go, which she only wants to go for the social part of it which makes me kinda annoyed but maybe it'll be good f rme to go yet just being there makes me anxious i just don't see the point in going to public when i only have 2 years left of school and im terrible at talking to people escpially people my age. Just being in a public school makes me wanna throw up a bit, but im a big girl i know i can do it, besides even IF i do go (which i feel like i may not anwyays) then my sister might not even want to go after like 3 months or so. And maybe ill enojoy it who knows but that problem i shouldnt even be worry about until a while, i should jsut focus on my job and my wellbeing.

(5/6/25) OMGG GUYS I GOT THE JOB I ACTALLY GOT IT OMGMGG JI CANT BROOO, THEY CALLED ME BACK YESTERDAY I JUST NEED TO CALL THEM BACK TODAY, AND TURNS OUT I CANT TAKE OUT MY WIG ANYMORE CAUSE MY MOM IS BUSY WITH MY OTHER SIBLINGS HAIR'S SOOOO YEAH BUT THATS FINE AND ALSO MOTHERS DAY IS COMING UP SO I WOULDVE FELT BAD FOR ASKING HER ANYWAYS. But bro i just cant beleive it... I actally got a job thats so crazy they said i can come in on the 12th, IM JUST SO NERVOUS THOUGH.

(5/2/25) Bro i really dont want to take this wig out because i really dont know what to do with my hairr ughh and this is the best i ever felt about my hair in a while i this made me realized how much i dont really like my hair/ doing it, those twists/braids i always do just make me feel kinda ugly but i know that's not true, i just need to practice more on my hair and ill be fine, i might ask my mom to braid it for me but she's already doing my older sister's hair, im sure she wont mind doing mines too tho so ill be fine

ANYWAYS I ALSO WENT TO MY JOB INTERVEIW YESTERDAY AND IT WENT SO WELL I GOT STUCK ON LIKE TWO QUESTIONS BUT OTHER THAN THAT IT WHEN WELL, I STILL DONT HAVE MY WORK PERMIT THO I CANT GET IT UNTIL WENSNESDAY OR SOME TIME NEXT WEEK AND THEY ALSO STILL NEED TO GO THROUGH MY APPLICTION SO I WONT BE ABLE TO OFFICALLY WORK UNTIL A FEW WEEKS BUT AHHH I CANT WAIT UNTIL TO GET A JOBB!! less time to read fanfic tho TwT

(4/27/25)Okay so Im back! major life update everything is going so well! After prom it was like my whole life changed, I wasnt nervous at prom at all and i danced so much and talked so much, I also got A JOB INTERVIEWWWW,

IM ALSO TALKING TO MY COUSIN MORE AHHH IM JUST SO EXICTED FOR THE FUTURE AND SO PROUD OF MYSELf, OMG AND I ALSO GOT MY EARS PIRCED IMMA UPLOAD PICS AFTER IM DONE MY HOMEWORK. OH i also got the JJK voulme 1 manga at the same mall i got my ears pierced and the mob psyhco manga, IM SO GLAD I DID OGMGM.

(It's a little hard to see but it's a sliver star piercing) (Me and my sister)